{"id":436,"date":"2012-01-17T19:33:42","date_gmt":"2012-01-18T02:33:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/?p=436"},"modified":"2012-01-17T19:33:42","modified_gmt":"2012-01-18T02:33:42","slug":"equality","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/?p=436","title":{"rendered":"Equality"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today I tried to analyze how proposed pricing structures would compare with our history. Throughout the repeated attempts today and yesterday I have felt that I am overcomplicating the matter. I feel certain I am. But I am not offered the time to let the matter rest until my brain re-orients itself to a sensible approach. So I keep trying to breach the gate of the castle with my head.<\/p>\n<p>I made my first worthy attempt today at the end of the day, after 6 pm when everyone else had gone home. When I really need to think about things I don&#8217;t do well with distractions. I can tune out the world, but only when I am given that luxury; if I have to be responsible toward other demands on my time I am useless for careful thinking.<\/p>\n<p>I feel frustrated and inadequate. So does my new boss. But he has only been working here since the beginning of the year (generously reckoned) and I have had six months or so. The good news, then, is that in a few more months my new boss should genuinely know more than I do and have solutions and suggestions to offer. My only complaint so far is that I am not able to teach him anything. We are wallowing around in the difficult stuff that I don&#8217;t understand. When there is something easy and routine in the offing, I do that while he takes care of his old job. For now we are equal incompetents, joined by our frustration.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I tried to analyze how proposed pricing structures would compare with our history. Throughout the repeated attempts today and yesterday I have felt that I am overcomplicating the matter. I feel certain I am. But I am not offered the time to let the matter rest until my brain re-orients itself to a sensible approach. So I keep trying <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/?p=436\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/436"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=436"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/436\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":441,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/436\/revisions\/441"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=436"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=436"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cleverdialectic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=436"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}